LAZY IS MY MIDDLE NAME.

2008-10-26T13:48:00.002+08:00

i decided to write little quotes to remind myself of things or at least summaries the things that is happening around me.

I think it will work well as a small book of quotes then i can maybe publish it !

who knows maybe someone wants to buy it lol

first one to start off,

"Never assume a position you can't hold, it will only make you look bad."

"It doesn't really pay to be great unless you're damn thick skinned."

"Assumptions are poison to the mind."

2008-10-26T11:38:00.004+08:00

3 months has passed real quick.

i wonder how much i've changed.

but one thing never change, im still as broke as ever.

where the money went? i dunno maybe on food :/

2008-07-09T12:13:00.002+08:00

bai !

yes i know i bo liao :<

2008-07-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

so hard to please everyone.

did i do wrong?

2008-06-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

gone in a few hours.

im still awake. zomg.

see ya on monday everyone :D

2008-06-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

Trust

No pointing fingers

Creating a perfect relationship?

No overpowering

Right Speech

Personal Perception

Be patient

gentle reminders i got from an email. wow.

20 days and counting down :D

2008-06-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

ahh what confusion !

oh well i'm glad i will be out of the way soon.

24 more days and counting :>

2008-05-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmm food for thought.

time can't erase this feeling so strong

credits from nas.

2008-05-30T20:04:00.004+08:00

lol the long update after ages. (didnt know people read my blog :x)

time passes really fast,
after reading my last post about joining CPF.
my contract which is valid for 3 months has ended.
national service is coming closer and closer :s

i've learnt and enjoyed alot from my work.
it is really a very good experience,
one thing for sure of course.
no more customer service for me pls (once in awhile is hokay) :(
tml is my last day, i think im going to miss the place really.

holiday during my one month break.
might be gg to tioman or somewhere else.
hopefully i'll be able to travel after being stranded in sg for 7 long years.

hmm its interesting to know how one will react to matters.
we always trouble and worry, but what purpose does it serve.
it doesn't create a solution, it doesn't help.
lastly i think jealousy is a scary thing.

we experience, understand, learn and then let go (of course don't forget it dumb)

thats pretty much the summary of my 3 months since the last post.
its pretty random and messy but aiyah i understand can liao. lol

2008-03-16T13:53:00.001+08:00

happened all over again.

great.

my stupid mouth.

2008-03-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

update update update !

alright graduation ceremony is coming soon.
however my parents cant come,
i was unable to take leave and collect the invitation card.

fyi i'm working at Jurong East CPF Service Centre.
tell me beforehand if you want to meet me for lunch ! :p

timeslot available : 1030am 1130am 1230pm 130pm
duration: 1hr (subjected to change)

work is interesting but tiring at the otherhand.
lots of information about CPF to remember,
from the different procedures, service standards, forms to the schemes.
its quite challenging imo, its hard to be a CPF sexpert.

screwing things up is part of my job too. lol

going home everyday dead like a fish.
hope to get my first pay soon,
i need to buy a watch T_T

2008-02-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

3 years of PBL is finally over.

no more ppt.
no more chicken rice.
no more prawn ramen.
no more seafood ban mian.
no more peanut butter waffle.
no more soya bean milk.
no more long breaks.
no more presentation.
no more labs.
no more slacking.
no more test.
no more fyp.
no more "smoking".
no more 830am - 4pm.

woot !

next is.....

NUS or NTU pls :D

2008-01-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

shall start looking it at another perspective.

it might not be that bad after all.

still trying hard :)

as long everyone is happy. lol

2008-01-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

so many shit happening right after new year.

handphone issue.
money issue.
friends quarreling.
buying stuff at the wrong time.
difficulty choosing course.
worrying about my future.
rp warning letter got exposed.

whats next? fuck.

2008-01-06T19:07:00.001+08:00

its kinda sad to know it still lingers.

foolish.

2008-01-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

things that you do when u get alittle tipsy....

during new years eve :/

2007-12-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

zomg.

im surprised at the results of the personality test.

its almost 100% accurate except for the education part.

for lazy is my middle name :D

take the test here.

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anyway i got a kinky cup for christmas !!

thanks to edmw. lol

2007-12-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

christmas is coming ~
gosh time passes really fast.

fyp will soon be over,
medical checkup coming soon.
i wonder how the next phase of life will be.

lets hope i have enough capital till new year :D

good work FsN !!
i think we'll slowly improve :)

so glad its over for real this time.

2007-12-11T11:06:00.000+08:00

intriguing blog

it really sets you thinking.

definitely worth the read.

2007-12-07T09:26:00.000+08:00

i ish composer !

seems kinda true imo.

you can take the test here too :)

2007-12-05T13:49:00.000+08:00

online shopping burning hole in my pocket.

must.....stop :(

2007-11-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

hope everything goes well (for you too).

needaaaa improve.

2007-11-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

friendship is like an long road that never ends,
during the journey there is bound to be hurdles
that both have to cross or conquer.

many may find it hard to overcome,
but with communication, understanding, love for one another and an open heart.
with time everyone can subdue anything that blocks this road for two(or more),
and this special bond only gets stronger as it goes along.

hope it helps :)

note to self: damn i'm a busybody

2007-11-15T12:20:00.000+08:00

long awaited update ! lol

life has been pretty much boring.
fyp/school/dota/bdays/forum/secsch/A&J

its nov already and then dec, jan, feb blah blah blah.
graduation followed by NS.
moving to another phase of my life,
alot more thinking to do about my future and more.

hope everything will go well for me (and you reading this). :)

oh yeah thanks A&J for the book, treat, cake and cookies.
i like it alot, do rest more both of you.
take care kbox next :x

anyway quote of the day !

"Expectation is the root of all heartache."

interesting ~

"wu ha ha ha ha " :p

2007-11-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

long awaited update ! lol

life has been pretty much boring.
fyp/school/dota/bdays/forum/secsch/A&J

its nov already and then dec, jan, feb blah blah blah.
graduation followed by NS.
moving to another phase of my life,
alot more thinking to do about my future and more.

hope everything will go well for me (and you reading this). :)

oh yeah thanks A&J for the book, treat, cake and cookies.
i like it alot, do rest more both of you.
take care kbox next :x

anyway quote of the day !

"Expectation is the root of all heartache."

interesting ~

2007-10-02T09:22:00.001+08:00

life has been the same.

play/school/sleep,

so i've no idea what to update.

2007-09-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

its been quite awhile since then,

but they are still the legend !

2007-08-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

its funny how when......

something goes missing
something went wrong

we're always the one taking the bait.

might be our unintentional mistake i don't know.

talk about lab politics. lol

lets get it over and done with.

2007-08-27T11:38:00.000+08:00

fyp-sian

it's just the first week,
and three more weeks to go.

i want to stop.

2007-08-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

graduated riao ~

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

found this photo while looking through my pictures.
i must be really bored. lol

2007-08-09T14:16:00.000+08:00

late night chillin' at Holland Village.

we drove from marsiling, woodland, admiralty, sembawang, yishun, choa chu kang, bukit panjang, holland village, bukit timah, yew tee, kranji, marsiling, woodland and finally admiralty.

reason being that only one of us know the road,
but not very well though.
i know nuts about roads.

essential brew.

the oreo cheesecake was average.

<3 mudpies

2007-08-07T10:24:00.000+08:00

Scorpio (Oct 24 - Nov 22)

Symbol: The Scorpion
Ruling Planet: Pluto/ Mars
Element: Water
Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Intellectual
House Ruled: Eight
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Taurus
Favorable Colors: Dark Reds & black
Lucky Gem: Opal

Period: Oct.23 - Nov.21

Basic Profile:
Passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant

quoted from http://www.humfm.com/2005/scorpio.asp

yeah i was bored. hiak.

2007-08-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

"Heartless words are like a boomerang dipped in poison.
If you throw it, it'll kill your opponents.
But it will come back and kill you as well."

2007-08-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

RISK !!

Boring game :x

2007-07-28T12:35:00.000+08:00

more <3 with donuts

2007-07-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

<3 donuts

2007-07-23T14:00:00.000+08:00

life is like a boomerang,
if you throw it without having the courage to catch it.
you can never know the joy.

If you get all up in it and throw 2 at the same time,
they'll both come back at the same time.
A little dangerous.
A little panicky.
A little depressing.

LOL weird analogy you get from funny dramas.
somehow it seems really true though.

2007-07-23T00:47:00.000+08:00

excuses are like a buoy that saves those who cant swim.
if you hold on to it, it's easy.
if you hold on to it forever, you'll forget how to swim.

maybe i should stop making excuses.

2007-07-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

"Accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do";"Accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it";"Learn to forgive yourself and to forgive others";"Don't assume it is too late to get involved"

quoted from Tuesday with Morris by Mitch Albom

an amazing book !
will write down more quotes as i read on.

definitely worth keep in mind,
while living in a complicated world ~

2007-07-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

don worry poopi :)

all you need is time.

brace up ~

2007-07-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

"u will know if both of u still make an effort to keep in touch."

quoted from egg

it applies for all friendship~

now you know who your true friends are (:

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misleading post LOL

2007-07-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

2
more days to my report submission deadline.
that means the end of my fyp part 1.
which also means im free !

wait no!
i still have a whole pile of logs
and a poster presentation to do.
sigh ):

first time i felt so busy as an rp student

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unforgettable

2007-07-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

i'm still very amazed by them.
omgawd.

2007-07-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

found this on a forum

do things not for yourself, not for her, but for both of you
respect her for what she is, but let her noes where she went wrong
give nothing but your best when spending time with her
tell her sweet but honest things with how you feel
do not interrupt her when she talks, cuz communication is important
but when you talk, bloody make sure she listens

if she’s bullied, you must stand up for her
if she’s sad, you must be a clown and make her smile (note, not happy)
if she’s angry, you must let her vent her frustration at you, but NOT take the blame for whatever she’s angry at
if she’s happy, you must celebrate for her
if she’s sarcastic, you must out-smart her with words yet let her win
if she’s ill, you must give her TLC(Tender, Love, Caring) and cook something for her
when she’s around you, you must not be looking at other girls
when she’s pmsing, be understanding and look at things objectively (blame anything but her)

if you like her and is in love with her, you must be able to express yourself freely to her. You should not "try to be the kind of guy that she’ll like" but be "a guy that she appreciates and loves you back in return"

wooooo ~
*shakes eyebrows*

2007-06-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

beck is a freaking good anime !

the songs are damn nice.
indie rocks ftw ~

well instead of rushing my reports and logs.
i'm actually watching anime here now.

gosh i really need to start asap,
but as usual i'm too lazy.
find me some motivation )):

now i finally understand the agony of rushing reports.

slip out.

2007-06-11T00:11:00.001+08:00

life has been pretty much the same stuff.

school, fyp, pp and reports.

i never fail to drag things till the last min though.
lazy is my middle name !

2007-06-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

what you look for in the internet when you're really really really bored.
courtesy of mich

2007-05-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

ROFL my logo !

2007-05-23T22:09:00.001+08:00

jogging really helps !
it makes you feel refreshed.
maybe i should jog more often
but lazy is my middle name

however i sprained my left leg,
it goes to show how long i've not ran. ;x
tomorrow will better definitely

*limp* *limp*

P.S. thanks pooki for everything (:

2007-05-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

Colorgenics Test

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Your situation is such that at this time it is essential that you resolve your inherent problems immediately. You are not listening nor taking heed from your many friends and advisers, all of which believe it or not, 'wish you well'. Most of your colleagues feel that your attitude is out of context - an attitude of recklessness and desperation. It is imperative that some solution be found, but whatever you do, think before you act.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

i wonder ;/

2007-05-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

arghhhh

i need to escape from here now.

2007-05-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

went to puala ubin to cycle during
the hottest days of this month
am i crazy or am i crazy?

it was damn shag can,
moreover the sun was shining so brightly.
i'm already sweating while walking to the bicycle rental shop.
it is that bad, we cycled for about 5 hours with breaks in between.
i was feeling really sleepy and thirsty throughout the whole journey.

oh yeah there was this really interesting advertisement
that we notice while cycling. damn funny lol
it really caught our eye

"why you so like that?! buy a drink lah !"

group pic

group pic (guys)

group pic

im actually squinting because the sun was really glaring. x_x

caught taking a nap !

after that we went to pam's house and slack.
finally somewhere that has a bed and aircon .
damn shiok can !

that pretty much sums up the day. (:

the end.

same dream again sigh ;/

2007-05-10T13:51:00.000+08:00

argh.
as always.

2007-04-30T08:43:00.000+08:00

dreams.subconsciously.
part of our "wants" in life,

hidden in the subconscious mind.

it usually doesn't have an ending lol
you just wake up the next moment. ;/

the end.

it's still there dammit !<>

2007-04-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide y ou with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

this is one damn interesting stuff i got from pooki .

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so what are you? what am i to you? (:
either way it's still a blessing and do treasure them.

2007-04-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

went to holland village for
pj's belated bday celebration.
it was really fun
and nice to catch up with the rest.

happy belated birthday pj !

we had dinner at thai express,
the soft shell crab is extremely good ;D
the tom yum soup is even better.
shiokkk !

after that we went to eski bar.
it was freezing inside the cold room,
as i was wearing berms so my legs went numb.
anyway, when's your next chalet? lol ;x

oh yeah someone fell in the eskibar.
so paiseh can, shall not say who twinnie ;D
LOL

eski bar.

you cant see meeee.

candid shot.

fogged up.

guys.

girls.

group pic.

Happy birthday peijun ~

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twinnie gave me a bottle of drugs.
it says "Burp Be-Gone save the BURPS for the TWERPS"
lol so funny lar im the burp king ! *burp*
thanks alot fatty ;D

2007-04-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

happy birthday thye tsing whey aka shiny !

sorry it came kinda late ;/
but still hope you enjoyed your day ~

here's the bday present that you wanted
you faggot/beetch.

2007-04-15T13:03:00.000+08:00

SAS FOP ended with a blast.
i'm left with body aches all around,
but i guess it was rather fun.

here's a small little picture of the few.
and yess the t-shirt is pink, fugging gay ;/

anyway thanks for coming for orientation !
althought i suck being a leader somehow.
lol hope you guys had fun,
if any of you need help feel free to find me :)

school starts tml ~

last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN !
:)

2007-04-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

nothing.

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one more week of holidayyyy :(

every little thing.

2007-04-06T16:32:00.000+08:00

small little meet up with pooki yesterday.
we went to bishan and shop around.
doing what we do best, aimless walking ~

after that, we had a really late dinner at sunplaza.
something funny happened,
someone dropped the drink on the floor.
i wonder who is it ;p

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great to hear from you once in awhile :)

2007-04-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was tenderlink gathering !!
tenderlink is the name of the childcare centre
which i attended during my primary school days.
thats like 10 years ago, and im really surprise we still meet up.

althought many of us are missing among the clique,
and personally i cant recall much of my pri sch life.
nevertheless it was really great to see them again,
and update one another on how each is doing.

we went to village to eat !
there is crayfish, waffles, mushroom soup,
spring chicken and more. *drool*
it's really nice :D

i remember the last time i went to marche with them,
my bill was like $50 plus because i order 5 or more crayfish.
i'm sensible now, i order one yesterday,
partly because its $_$

i'm shy :x

and as usual, teacher serene pays for everything.

AHAHAHAHAH

2007-03-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

perhaps its time to take a walk.

i'll be back soon, maybe someday.

2007-03-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

went to fish and co. to celebrate steph birthday
with ger yao joze kelvin loon and eddy.

and yeah its my bergin trip there
apparently im not a fish and co. fan,
not that i dunno how to go there pokay !

after that we went to slack at TCC and home.

im so dead, left with only a few bucks for the month.
have to starve and eat grass ;/

i cut away my fringe !
hope it looks good ;(

freaking ulcer, i just cant stand it.
now i cant even enjoy my favourite hobby eating.
#)(%*@)(%*!_@)%*)!#&!_)@*%_)!*#^_)!&#^_)

2007-03-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

Projects and more assignments to rush,
but i just so love to procrastinate.
A month till school reopens !

Girls.
I can never understand.

2007-03-10T02:47:00.000+08:00

i went to it fair today,
it was freaking crowded !
the bridge that connects citylink to suntec city was jammed.
luckily i met pam and buttiefly,
who told me there is another route to suntec from marina square.
if not i wonder how long i would have to queue.

i bought my mp3 player !

Zen V plus
its really small and handy,
the functions are kinda cool.
just that i need time to adjust to it,
so far its worth it :D

maybe i should have bought the white color one.
it looks alot nicer and striking. :/

i'll be there

im hungry, need foodddd :/

2007-03-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

i always try too hard,

in the end i screw it up.

fuck lar.

or maybe its just my imagination :/

2007-03-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my chalet !
Yes its supposed to be 3D2N,
but i left after the 1st night.
my rashes is starting to act up again :/

we went to changi aloha resort.
the place is BIG! HUGE !
a total of 4 rooms and one bathroom on the 2nd level.
one living room, one dinning room and kitchen on the 1st level.
we can actually play hide and seek in there,
but the only thing is that the place is freaking old.
a potential of something strange to happen :x
another thing is that its infested with mosquito,
wooo good luck to my skin ~

eczema + mosquito bites = gg

we played blackjack and mahjong to pass the night.
i lost badly, a simple 10cent 20 cent of blackjack.
i cant lose up to $8 plus, how is that possible :/

The next morning, we went for cycling at puala ubin.
it was a very nice and tiring experience,
we cycled for a total of 4 hours.
aching butts and legs but it was really fun.
yeah feeded the mosquitos there too.

will upload the pictures later ~

oh well, back to my projects :/
have to rush quotations, summary
and interview questions for my pp.

lazy to do it.

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pictures for the chalet (late upload lol)

somehow it reminds me of baywatch :/

group pic

cookie monster at pulau ubin !

multi racial boy band (he is actually chinese)

"day after tomorrow"

it was yq's idea, adaptation of 2moro since its only the two of us too LOL

please support our album which will be released soon :D

before leaving pulau ubin

and at the end of it, you will go....

LOLOLOLOLOL

2007-03-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

PersonalDNA

You are a generous dreamer

You are a Dreamer

Your combination of abstract thinking, appreciation of beauty, and cautiousness makes you a DREAMER.

You often imagine how things could be better, and you have very specific visions of this different future.

Beauty and style are important to you, and you have a discerning eye when it comes to how things look.

Although you often think more broadly, you prefer comfort to adventure, choosing to stay within the boundaries of your current situation.

Your preferences for artistic works are very refined, although you vastly prefer some types and styles to others.

Though your dreams are quite vivid, you are cautious in following up on them.

You are aware of both your positive and negative qualities, so that your ego doesn't get in your way.

A sense of vulnerability sometimes holds you back, stifling your creative tendencies.

You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.

You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.

You are Generous

Your awareness of those around you, along with your nuanced perceptions of the world at large, makes you the GENEROUS person that you are.

You value time to yourself and understand how rich your private world can be—you know that you don't have to go wild to have a good time.

You are excited and energized by ideas and often enjoy things more through observation than through experience.

This tendency gives you an appreciation for different perspectives and opinions about the world.

Being as aware of others as you are doesn't mean you find it easy to trust them immediately—this is something that happens more slowly for you.

Despite this, you are aware of the complexities of many situations and are reluctant to pass judgments on others.

Although you have fewer friendships than some people, those that you have are meaningful and are important to you.

You value spending time alone—it is while reflecting on the world around you that you often learn something new about yourself or begin to understand something that's been bothering you.

You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.

You tend to believe that things happen for a reason, and that not everything is under our control.

i wonder if that is me.

2007-02-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE
I AM GOING TO CHALET TML ~
FROM 26th TO 28th, 3D2N

HAVE FUN PEOPLE ~
ESPECIALLY POOKI :D

DON MISS ME K !

2007-02-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Artist: Goo Goo Dolls
Title: Here Is Gone

You and I got somethin
But it's all and then it's nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I dont need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
And I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

P.S. i'm not acting emo, the song is really nice :D

2007-02-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

today i went to the polyclinic,
to get a check up on my skin.
hopefully get a referal to the national skin centre.
then i can chao keng for armyyy :x

the wait was freaking long,
i waited for about 1hr 30mins and
sad to say i didnt bring along
any source of entertainment.
i was practically staying at blank space.

after that, i went to crystal jade for DIMSUM.
bought my new flip flops but i lazy to take photo of it.

wheee my new deskstop ~
am loving it ~

can dont jealous? :D

i wonder whats up tomorrow...
2 more days till monday :(

2007-02-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

life has been rather great,

been going out often.

i could really do with lots of fun,

before my projects starts :x

went to partyworld yesterday,

it was hell lots of fun even though its only 3 of us.

crap man, we used the free 4 hours coupon.

the price i think is more expensive than the standard package.

plus standard package gives you two more drinks !

what nice marketing tactic, damn :/

today went to shop for my black jeans.

finally bought one from topman together with a tie.

one more item striked off my want list wheeee

guess what i tio bird shit in orchard on teh way to the mrt.

what are the chances of that man?

i'm feeling so lucky now ~ need some?

please donate to my POSB saving account,

i will bless u in return its all worth it.

P.S. results may varied for different people

oh well 3 more days of fun play and laughter till im stuck with projects.

THE THREE WERIDOS !

2007-02-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

today went to town and have dinner.
i want to buy my black skinny jeans,
plus a leather wallet and havanias flip flops
but i'm so broke luckily my hongbao can fulfil my dreams.

anyway we went to pasta cafe and as usual
i ordered aglio olio prawns.
wah shiok man their prawns big and juicy.

i had a terrible stomachache after that,
no idea why :(

after that we headed down to NYDC at heerens
for mudpies ! oreo obessesion splendid ~

more fun and laughter to come till 26th feb,

after that have to rush my dumb projects :/

o_O

2007-02-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

Current Mood

if only i could do that well enough.

void.

2007-02-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

After a few more mins,
its the end of valentine's day.

yes ! i went on a date during vday finally.
however its not really a date, but rather a singles outing lol
it was fun ~
we went to sing khappy at kbox from 3pm - 7pm.

goshh i think i lost my voice.
oh well what more can i say?

thanks twinnie for the candy dispenser

and the cookie monster ! i like it alot :)

you're the best fatty i ever had huehuehue

singles rocks !
last but not least,
happy valentine's day everyone ~

P.S. i didn't know i look so comical :/

2007-02-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

The Last Dinner
after that its all over.

whee ~

2007-02-13T10:54:00.000+08:00

More things to add to my wishlist,
damn my slippers broke without a reason.
now i have to buy a new one :(

imagine the agony of a broken slippers in school,
dragging your feet all the way down to canteen
and buying a hippo bloo flip flop or something like that.

I need......

- levis jeans 501
- yamaha acoustic geetar
- leather wallet
- jacket
- belt (perhaps)
- t-shirt
- shirt (perhaps)
- havaianas sandals

crap i'm so dead, left with very little $$$.
vday going ktv, thursday meeting J&A.
gaaaa i'm so dead.

:/

if you have a heart and am willing to make a change
in my life, please donate to POSB savings 068-53921-8

i will be utterly grateful for your act of kindess

P.S. donator's information will be kept confidential

2007-02-08T08:48:00.000+08:00

after reading a blog,
i came to realise that even the
strongest friendship can break and shatter slowly.

it might be due to different cultures they are put in
after being seperated.
it might also be that they have changed since then.
however we can hardly ever tell who changed.
is it you? or is it me?
that answer will always be hidden.

maybe i never had a close friend before,
i don't know either.
i've walked in and out of people's life too many times
that i got kind of confused.
what's the definition of a close friend?

someone who shares the burden with you?
someone who will always be there?
someone who goes through thick and thin with you?
someone who will understand and compromise you?
or
is it someone who you often have fights with?

how best is best?
how good is good?
how close is close?
are you certain that even without regular meet-ups
or chat you still can stay close with your best friends?

i wonder :/

2007-02-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

I need......

- levis jeans 501

- yamaha acoustic geetar

- leather wallet

- jacket

- belt (perhaps)

- t-shirt

- shirt (perhaps)

so many things,

so little $$$$

2007-02-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

"Jigsaws puzzles are different on each sides,

thats why they are mend to form a picture."

quoted from an ebuzzer.
perfect.

2007-01-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Artist: Oasis
Album: Definitely Maybe
Title: Live Forever

Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever
Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever

sweet~

2007-01-24T10:10:00.000+08:00

rawr !

somebody kill me please :(

2007-01-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

KTV yet again~
went to partyworld at woodlands a few days back
with loon exodus and effy.

i didn't realise that woodland has partyworld!
its at civics center somemore, a place for you
to pay your bills, post office or all that stuff.
but partyworld at there? kinda weird :/

lol had quite alot of fun there. it was nice

lol loon digging nose

try taking a picture of your eye with flash.
i promise you wont turn blind :)

aifenni, sponge and sexodus

lastly the mess that we made.
lol ktv sometime soon again, man its like an addiction.

2007-01-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

KTV yet again!!! ahahha
went to celebrate yao bday with fellow ebuzzer,
it was really great to see them back again.

its been long since we met up for KTV session,
had quite alot of fun the room was freaking big la.
they had a pool table, portable bbq pit and there is even a balcony.

must be steph and pam :/

bday cake! its chocolate fudge!

lastly group photo.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAO!

YAY might have another ktv session coming soon~

2007-01-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

Sleeping To Dream
words by jason mraz
music by jason mraz & peter stuart

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling
like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is
another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

As I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes and what a beautiful sight

I'm sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.)
Well you were everywhere
But I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere.
You were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired

(It's just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired

:)

2007-01-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

KTVVV!!!!
went to partyworld at cuppage with glen, rank, kar, zach and yunxyunx.
it was fun as always~
however i don't really like partyworld,
they song selection is kinda weird and i dunno.
i just don't like that place i prefer kbox!
one good thing about it is that they have quite alot of
english songs (which is good for someone who sucks at chinese).

i swear there is something wrong with glen.
he likes to disturb me alot and i wonder why :/
the pictures can pretty much explain my point.
sighhh why do i always attract the wrong people. :(

those are actually bowls used to keep the snacks, which he likes to force it onto
"you know where" =.=

Attempts to "you know what" :(

and yet again~ T_T

and trust me, i'm really that innocent. :)
going ktv again next sunday! wheeeee~

2007-01-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

arghh i hate this.
i keep coughing and coughing non-stop.
its hurting my throat, my throat is so itchy
that i have a high tendency to keep coughing.

sigh i still wanna sing ktv this sat :/

2007-01-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

I Finally Found Someone ~ B Streisand & B Adams

Him: I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet
Him: I finally found the one who makes me feel complete
Her: It started over coffee, we started out as friends
Her: It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin
Him: This time is different
Him: It's all because of you!
Him: It's better than it's ever been
Both: Cuz we can talk it through
Her: My favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"
Her: It's all you had to say
Both: To take my breath away

Both: This is it!
Both: Oh, I finally found someone, Someone to share my life
Both: I finally found the one to be with every night
Her: Cause whatever I do
Him: It's just got to be you!
Both: My life has just begun, I finally found someone

Him: Did I keep you waiting?
Her: I didn't mind
Him: I apologize
Her: Baby, that's fine
Him: I would wait forever
Both: Just to know you were mine
Him: Ya Know, I love your hair
Her: Are you sure it looks right?
Him: I love what you wear
Her: Isn't it too tight?
Him: You're exceptional!
Both: I can't wait for the rest of my life

Both: Oh, this is it!
Both: I finally found someone, Someone to share my life
Both: I finally found the one, to be with every night
Her: 'Cause whatever I do
Him: It's just got to be you
Both: My life has just begun, I finally found someone
Her: And whatever I do
Him: Its just got to be you!
Her: My life has just begun
Both: I finally found someone

i find it really nice :)

anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!~
its a new year for everyone,
hope everyone will have a blessed new year.

hmm most importantly,
don fall sick on the NY.
its really bad lol

school reopening soon, life goes back to normal.
hopefully in this year, i am more clearly about
what i want actually. Last year i've always been
sitting on the fence. I don't really dare to make a move,
to venture out into the safety zone.

resolutions for 2007?
nah i don't have any.

2006-12-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

today i went to meet up with jacie and ade.
we went to chomp chomp since i heard that
the food there is good.
however we couldnt even get a seat at all.
it was freaking crowded!

in the end, we went to macdonalds to have dinner.
lol next time i suggest we shall go KFC or yoshi :p

after that we went to ice^3, the ice cream there
they serve is really nice! the ambience is very good too.
its almost like a bar itself, i didnt take an pics of the ice cream.
saddd :x

presents i got..
thanks alot! :)

chicken rice box used to keep the shirt.
lol freaking funny.

new year is tomorrow~

2006-12-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

28th december i had a chalet with my old friends!
it was really fun and i enjoyed myself alot.
its been a long time since we've all got down together,
relive the jolly good old times with those similar faces once again.

we did practically everything, play games the guitar drank alcohol :x
and more. however we actually almost got kicked out of the chalet.
we were complained for making too much noise.
oh well, never am i going back to the same chalet again.

perhaps next time we could book somewhere that we can make a hell lot of
noise and have fun at the same time. I was telling kar that we should
organise a chalet event every semester break. what do u say? lol

pictures pictures pictures!

NOTE: everything that is seen on the pictures are fiction.
i'm not like that in real life :D

new year is coming~

2006-12-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday was christmas, next is new years eve.
its a bad month for my pocket.
been spending and spending and spending,
nonetheless spending yet again.
now i'm so dead broke. T_T

christmas!
we went to NYDC to have mudpies and baked rice.
woo their mudpies and sundaes are amazing.
too lazy to take pictures of them

the plan was to go bakzerin, but in the end
everyone wanted to go NYDC.
we left even before ordering, literally walked out
of the place and it was freaking paiseh.
i swear never to go back there again. :/

after that, we went to KTV yet again.
lol we sang till 12pm, im rather surprise they actually
sell alcohol at that place. it was diluted not nice.
oh well, chalet and new years eve outing coming up.

after all the fun, going to be back to school.
looking forward to 2007, too many things has happened in 2006.
some are regretful, some are hurting, some are happy and hopefully
i wont face that anymore. gotta move on people~

2006-12-25T06:41:00.000+08:00

christmas eve!
went to rank's place to have lsx gathering.
the guys were cooking for dinner and i was playing
computer games in the room.
i cant cook for god's sake, im not lazy! lol

after that more computer games and fiddle with the guitar
while the rest was watching movie "love actually".
hell broke loose when 12pm struck, they were spraying foam
and confetti all around the house. it was kinda fun, but
the aftermath was terrible we had to do area cleaning.

then we had gift exchange, i wrapped mine with newspaper again.
it seems like a trademark that i give people gifts wrapped
in newspaper. next time if u recieve the same thing, it doesnt
mean that i'm cheapo pokay? :p

we stayed up till 4am and we went for supper.
prata was nice, werewolf game was fun.
thats about it.

2006-12-23T14:04:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone;

idea taken from gerald.
and a small little surprise for everyone here

yeah i know im a cute elf.
:x

have a happy holidayy~

2006-12-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

this is a fucking good drama,
and i really meant it.

1 litre of tears (Ichi Rittoru no Namida)

i'm so touched by the story,
and it's like what the third episode only.
frankly speaking, i almost tear for each episode.
sigh thats how fragile life is.
its fate, nothing more than that.

man put under extreme cases,
will then exhibit unextraordinary characteristic.
if i happen to be in her shoes,
i really doubt i will be that strong.
i might succumb and probably take it out on myself.

nonetheless, the actress damn cute. :x

i knew this will happen,
thats why i didnt wanna watch until now.
sigh T_T

ah i feel so much better now~

"live on."
"live on forever."

2006-12-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

YUI - Last Train
Romaji by: cori
Translation by: Alec
Edited by: cori
From the single, Tomorrow's way

The usual place, I looked down on the highway at dusk
And carelessly chased the train
through the people rushing home

"Definitely the same thing, maybe a similiar thing"
Whilst repeating I go onwards

And now I get on the last train,
I want to go anywhere but here

*If you were able to meet you
Before tomorrow starts
I feel the distance with you

We always make mistakes and even become sad
Yesterday, when all we did was run away,
it's already taken and gone

Definitely your thing, maybe now's the time, huh?
Even compared to then, I feel I now I understand

And now I get on the last train,
I want to meet you but you're not here

* repeat

Someone's smile, someone's words,
Ah you see, with just that I can become strong

Now I want to jump on the Last Train
My feeling can't wait till tomorrow

If you were able to meet you
I don't want to let this feeling die - yeah!

The last train's windows.
The words float in the starry sky

If you were able to meet you
Since I will continue to go to you
I feel the distance with you.
I feel the distance with you.

taken from; http://www.corichan.com/lyrics/yui.html

thats how i'm feeling now.

2006-12-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

wooo today was a very enjoyable day.
went to buy the bbq stuff for the yacht,
i was very late. lol wrong estimation of time.

after that we head down to marina club at tuas there.
it was pretty near boon lay,
i thought it was at the other end of the singapore.
after that we went onboard the yacht!
it's name was "Carpe Diem" seize the day! lol

and as usual we did stupid stuff on the yacht.

firstly a speech from our organiser. lol

titanic!

free fall! (i'm at the back)

hugged unwillingly

not forgetting the classical piece

group photo

beautiful sunset (one of best i've ever seen)

it was really fun to be able to swim in the sea.
watch roy and the rest doing wakeboarding!
i wanted to try it but im so dead broke ):
hopefully. i'll get another chance again.

lastly it was roy and rach's belated birthday gift for me.
it was derived from my favourite phrase "i'm shy"
i hate the designer of this t-shirt :/
thanks!

hope that the oracle reading will come true.

2006-12-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

some say sorry seems to be the hardest word to say.
i beg to differ,
i think expressing one's gratitude is a harder task.
sometimes you might think that i don't really care,
sometimes others might think i'm just a spoilt brat.
i definitely wish to do something to make others lead a better life
or be happy. however i only have myself to blame for not being good enough.
maybe one day i might have the chance to do so,
just hope that it won't be too late by then.

i'm thankful for many things and people that i've in life.
too much to be noted down in this small little blog.
i've never been truthful myself, repressing is what i do best.
lastly thanks for everything (:
i don't think i need to mention all the names,
it might even be you(reading this blog).
don't doubt it. lol

this is dedicted to all of you.

maybe its time to be more honest about myself. wakaka

2006-12-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

today i went to celebrate karine fatty gf bday!
lol first time i'm actually planning a surprise for anyone birthday.
it was kinda dumb, our surprise was a total flop.

we're suppose to surprise her once she got out of the lift.
however she actually climbed the stairs for the very FIRST TIME!
unexpected man and the stairs is just behind us so yeah.
we got exposed, i was cursing :x

after that we went to KTV and sing like hell.
i was actually hogging the mic most of the time.
lol but it was really fun. hope fatty enjoyed it.
once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY TWINZIE!!!

The Cookie Jar

2006-12-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

gosh i was reading through those really old testimonial on friendster which dated back to 2004.
it was 2 years before, memories started to flood back.
The times that we shared that might not mean much to others.
however those times were spent with joy and laughter.
I bet everyone has their own precious memories which we could retrieve
from a cookie jar locked at the back of their mind.
when we flip open the lid, you could find many cookies of assorted flavour.

some might taste bitter, salty, sweet or even spicy(hard to find a spicy cookie ain't it?)

even though some might be broken or shattered into crumbs, but they still hold a meaning.
each represent a special connection with a person.

the only cookies in the world that were never meant to be eaten.
but locked in this special jar forever at the corner of my head till my dying day.

thanks everyone :)

okay this is so unlike me.

2006-11-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

wooo just got a new mouse,
had the urge to pamper myself.
good bye to my old sucky mouse! wheee

i'm a happy boy!
but i'm broke now :(